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2 Timothy 1:1-14

I Know Whom I Have Believed

February 1, 2004 · Pastor Miles DeBenedictis

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In his final letter, Paul tells Timothy that God has not given us a spirit of fear but of power, love, and a sound mind, and that his own fearlessness before execution rests on one thing: "I know whom I have believed." Pastor Miles urges believers to move beyond knowing *what* and *why* they believe to truly knowing the Lord Himself, so they can commit their burdens into His care and find rest.

  • Jesus commands us not to worry; the word "worry" originally meant to strangle or choke, and the cares of this world strangle believers just as a wolf shakes a sheep.
  • Paul wrote 2 Timothy from a Roman prison days before execution, yet refused to be ashamed or afraid, and told Timothy to stand firm amid persecution.
  • Many Christians know *what* they believe and *why* they believe it, but still live strangled by fear; Paul's peace came from knowing *whom* he believed.
  • Much Christian service can be done apart from truly knowing Christ—even the disciples did miracles before they were saved, and Jesus warns He will tell some workers, "I never knew you."
  • The tabernacle pictures a progression from outer court to inner court to the Holy of Holies; we prize service but neglect intimate fellowship with God's presence.
  • Because God spared nothing to save us, He will stop at nothing to sustain us, so we can commit (roll over) our burdens to Him and enter His rest.

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Paul, an apostle of Jesus Christ, by the will of God... I thank God whom I serve from my forefathers with a pure conscience... when I call to remembrance the unfeigned faith that is in thee, which dwelt first in thy grandmother Lois and thy mother Eunice... For God hath not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind... For the which cause I also suffer these things. Nevertheless, I am not ashamed, for I know whom I have believed and am persuaded that he is able to keep that which I have committed unto him against that day. ()

Paul faced execution without fear—not because he merely knew what he believed, but because he knew the One he had believed.

The World That Strangles Us

As we walk in this world there are so many things that we can worry about, be anxious over, be fretful about—things that consume our minds and seem to choke our very life. Yet our Lord would not have it to be so. In the Sermon on the Mount, teaching the men who would go forth to minister to the multitudes after He rose and ascended, Jesus said:

Take no thought for your life... Behold the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap... Are you not much better than they? ...But seek ye first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you. Take therefore no thought for tomorrow... ()

So many things grab our attention and lure us to lose sleep, yet our Savior Jesus would say it is not to be so with those who follow Him. He commands us not to worry about the things the world seeks after and is consumed by.

The word worry, traced back to its early Anglo-Saxon root, means to strangle or to choke. It described a wolf that would grab a sheep by the neck and shake it violently. As we walk with the Lord in this life, we often find ourselves worried, shaken violently by the wolves and the things that seem to plague us. The Lord says, do not worry—and in our flesh we gawk at that, thinking it impossible. We even balk at Paul's command in to be anxious for nothing.

Paul Writes from Death's Door

This second epistle to Timothy is the last letter Paul would write, penned from a prison in Rome days before his execution. Some think the letter did not even reach Timothy before Paul was beheaded. When some of us might write, "Timothy, run away, hide out, a great persecution is coming," this man who followed the Lord instead tells Timothy that God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.

The temptation to flee was real. Most of the eleven disciples had already been killed. Peter was crucified upside down. The apostle John had been boiled in oil—they tried to fry him, but he didn't die—and was banished to Patmos. Others traveling with Paul had departed: Demas forsook him for the love of the world, Crescens had fled to Galatia, Titus had gone to Dalmatia. Paul says none stood with him at his first defense; only Luke remained, and he asks Timothy to come and bring Mark. Everyone else had run away.

And yet Paul says, "God has not given us a spirit of fear." Therefore do not be ashamed of the message, Timothy, or of me His messenger. Do not fret. Do not shy away from preaching this gospel committed to your care. Stand.

More Baptized with Fear Than with the Spirit

Sadly, in our day—when we don't even face such severe persecution—it often seems there are more people baptized with the spirit of fear than with the Spirit of God. Why is that? What is the key to the peace Paul speaks of, that a man in a prison cell days before execution can write, "I am not ashamed"? Where does such peace come from, and how can it be laid hold of?

I believe the key is found in verse 12. Paul says he was appointed a preacher of this gospel, and for this gospel he suffers these things. "Nevertheless I am not ashamed." Why? "For I know whom I have believed." Underline that whom in your Bibles.

Not What, Not Why, but Whom

There are many in our churches throughout America who can say, "I know what I believe." They know doctrine and theology very well. There are others—fewer—who can say, "I know why I believe." They have a great apologetic and can give a sound defense of the faith. And yet many of those who know what they believe and why they believe it are still stalemated by fear, strangled by anxiety, and choked by the cares of this present world.

Paul surely knew what he believed and why he believed it. But more than that, he could say, "I know whom I have believed." That knowledge was the key to writing, "God has not given us a spirit of fear," and later, "I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race... there is laid up for me a crown of righteousness." That same confidence let him write to the Romans, "I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ, for it is the power of God unto salvation."

Who is this one he believed in? The one who appeared to him on the road to Damascus as he went to persecute the church, saying, "Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me?" And Saul said, "Lord, who are you?" At the beginning he didn't know. Now, decades later, in a Roman prison fighting the good fight of faith, he could say, "I know whom I have believed"—not just what, not just why, but whom.

Unlearned Men Who Had Been with Jesus

Consider Peter and John in Acts. After healing the lame man, they were brought before the Sanhedrin—the most learned men in all Israel, who knew what they believed about God, why they believed it, the Levitical rites, the rituals, the sacrifices, and the traditions far better than Peter and John ever would. But the testimony of these unlearned and untrained men was that they had been with Jesus. And they had power. When they were beaten and released, they went back and rejoiced that they had suffered with the Lord, and they prayed for boldness to speak all the more. Why? Because they knew whom they believed, and were persuaded He was able to keep what they had committed to Him.

Do we truly know the one in whom we have believed? Jesus said many will come to Him in that day saying, "Did we not cast out demons in your name? Did we not do many mighty works in your name?" And He will say, "Depart from me, for I never knew you." So much Christian work can be done apart from truly knowing the Lord.

When Were the Disciples Saved?

Take some time this week to meditate on the disciples in the Gospels, and ask: when were they truly saved and justified? Theologically, they could not have been justified before Jesus was crucified and raised, for His blood had not yet been shed. They looked forward to that work in faith, but they were not saved until—as I believe we read in —He appeared, breathed on them, and said, "Receive ye the Holy Spirit."

That means everything the disciples did up to that point was done apart from being saved. In , Jesus sent them out with power over devils and sicknesses; they preached, healed, and cast out demons, and came back rejoicing—yet they were not saved. So much can be done apart from truly knowing Him.

This should make us question rightly, for Paul says, "Test yourself to see that you be in the faith." Works are not a good witness of whether we truly know the Lord, because even Judas did the works. How do we know we really know Him? In 1 John we read that if you love one another, that is how you know. Paul says His Spirit bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God. But works alone are not a reliable declaration.

Martha's Service and Mary's Portion

Think of Martha and Mary. Martha was serving the Lord, preparing a meal for Jesus, waiting upon Him. She was even praying to Him, going to Him and saying, "Lord, tell my sister to help me." She was serving, praying, doing Christian service. And what did Jesus say? "Martha, you are worried about many things. But Mary has chosen the better part, and it will not be taken from her. One thing is needed." That one thing was sitting at the feet of Jesus, getting to know Him.

The Tabernacle: Toward the Most Holy Place

When God established the tabernacle (–26), there was an outer court where any of the general population could come and see the service of the Lord. Many today are in the outer courts, just seeing what's going on with church. In the Mary and Martha story, their brother Lazarus is not mentioned—he's in the outer courts.

Moving inward, at the door of the inner court was a bronze laver filled with water for the washing of the priests—a picture of baptism. Washed and ready to serve, we enter the holy place. There we find the table of showbread—feeding on the bread of life, the Word of God. There is an altar for the burnt sacrifice—worship. There is a lampstand—you are a light to the world. And there is the altar of incense—intercessory prayer. There you are, serving God with Martha.

But there was a smaller place, the Holy of Holies, containing the Ark of the Covenant, the mercy seat, and the very presence of God, where the high priest could go once a year to see the Lord in fellowship. We put the pinnacle of success in the holy place—all the doing—but we forget the most holy place. The Lord desires that we come in and sup with Him. He stands at the door and knocks, and if anyone opens, He will come in and dine with him.

A Bunch of "Doo-Doo"

So many times we're focused on doing, doing, doing—worried about much service for the Lord. And you know what? In the eyes of the Lord, much of it is a bunch of doo-doo. Paul said as much in Philippians 3: "I count all these things as dung, as trash, that I may do the one thing"—that I may know Him in the power of His resurrection, in the fellowship of His sufferings, being made conformable unto His death.

Many of us gladly want to know Him in the power of His resurrection. But the verse goes on to the fellowship of His sufferings—and we grow hesitant. "Made conformable unto His death"—I don't think so. Yet as we get to know Jesus not only in His resurrection but in the fellowship of His sufferings, as we break bread and take the cup, we come to see that the God who spared nothing to save us will stop at nothing to sustain us. He gave His body and His blood to save us; will He stop short of sustaining us? No.

Persuaded and Confident

That is why Paul, in the midst of trial, storm, and tribulation, could say, "I know in whom I have believed." I know the one who spared nothing to save me, and I am persuaded He'll stop at nothing to sustain me—that He will keep what I've committed to Him against that day.

That word persuaded in verse 12 is the very same Greek word found in , "being confident of this very thing, that He who began a good work in you will be faithful to complete it until that day." We look forward to that day when we shall see Him with unveiled face. Now we see dimly, as through a mirror, but then face to face. Now abide faith, hope, and love—and the greatest of these is love, a love that spared nothing to save us and will stop at nothing to sustain us as He sanctifies us.

New Believers Who Know Whom

A man named John said to me after the first service, "Have you noticed how new believers are? They don't know what they believe, they don't know why they believe it, but they sure do know who they believe—and they are excited and on fire." We get so consumed with knowing what and why that we build big schools to figure it out, and there are professional ministers today who have gone through those schools and don't know who they are serving.

Charles Spurgeon, in his Lectures to My Students, questions every minister: you had better figure out if you truly are saved, if you truly believe what you're preaching, because it's possible just to jump onto a good cause. This is not a knock on seminaries—they have their place and are good. But I wonder how many who have the letters after their names would stick around if severe persecution rose up as in Paul's day. How many of us would stick around? We won't if we don't know whom we have believed. If it's just a good cause, will you go to your death for it? "Scarcely for a righteous man will some even dare to die." But God has not given us a spirit of fear.

Committing It into His Care

To be persuaded and have confidence—confidence comes from the Greek con (with) and phi (faith): with faith, wholehearted faith in the one we have believed, and that He is able to keep.

Some of you say, "I know whom I have believed, and I'm confident He can keep these things—yet I still struggle under some burden I refuse to let go." To commit means to give something completely over to another for safekeeping. In Hebrew, the word in means to roll something over. When Israel came into the promised land, they feasted at Gilgal—from that same root—and it was said they "rolled the reproach of Egypt" away from them. They committed their cares over to the Lord.

I once heard of a truck driver who picked up a hitchhiker during a storm. The man climbed in still clutching a heavy duffel bag in his arms. "Why don't you set it on the floor?" the driver offered. "Oh no, no, it's okay." A few miles later he was buckling under its weight again. "Seriously, put it down." And the man replied, "No, you've taken the trouble to drive me—I can't ask you to carry this as well." How foolish. Yet so many of us walk with the Lord that way: He is carrying us, and we cling to our burdens, saying, "I can't ask You to carry this too."

The Lord calls to us in : "Come unto me all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn of me, for I am meek and lowly in heart, and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

Would You Leave a Million Dollars on the Corner?

Some of you can say with Paul, "I know whom I have believed, and I'm persuaded He is able to keep that thing." Now you must come to the Lord and lay it at His feet, roll it over to Him. If you can't yet, you need more time to get to know Him.

If you had a duffel bag with a million dollars, would you leave it on the street corner during the service? You'd be unable to listen, strangled by concern. Leave it in your car with a great alarm? You'd still fret. Hide it under your bed with the best security system, the ones and zeros protecting it? Still anxious. No—you would find an institution you have been persuaded can keep it, and commit it into their care, so you could have peace of mind. And even then, in the best bank, you'd worry.

How much more valuable is your soul in this little duffel bag we have? If you're going to commit it into the care of the Lord, wouldn't you want to get to know Him, spend time with Him, so you could be persuaded He'll keep what you've committed? It's the only way to have peace in the storm, to fulfill Jesus' command to take no thought, to be anxious for nothing, to be still in the midst of trial as Paul was—"I am not ashamed... for I know whom I have believed, and He is able to keep." Timothy, hold fast the form of sound words you have heard of me. Never let this truth go. Get to know Him.

Striving to Enter His Rest

In Hebrews we see that we must strive to enter into His rest—sometimes it takes work to enter the rest the Lord desires to give. Think of Noah, whose name means rest. The Lord told him to build the ark, and for 120 years he toiled and was mocked, laboring to enter the rest—120 years so he could spend one year in that ark and be saved. Sometimes it takes labor just to get to the Lord and say, "Alright, take it; I've labored under this long enough." But the Lord would have us come and lay it down at His feet today.

Everyone in this room is worried about something this morning. We could gather three hundred worries easily, and each of you could add three hundred more. Yet the Lord says, take no thought. These things strangle us, and He says, "Come to me, you who labor and are heavy laden; I will give you rest." He is refining us, changing us, transforming us. The same power and resolve that saved us is the power and resolve by which He now sustains and sanctifies us. He will not let us go—but He desires that we get to know Him, so we can lay our burdens into His care and say, "I know whom I have believed, and am persuaded that He is able to keep that which I have committed unto Him against that day."

Timothy, church, brother, sister—hold fast the form of sound words you have heard, in faith and love which is in Christ Jesus. That good thing committed to your care, keep by the Holy Ghost who dwells in us.

Closing Prayer

Father, outside these doors this morning are many wolves that would desire to take us sheep by the neck and strangle us—many cares and concerns we've left a little behind in our minds, but which wait for us as we go. You desire that we would not buckle under these things any longer. Help us to lay them at Your nail-pierced feet this day, remembering that You did not spare anything to save us and will stop at nothing to sustain us.

We thank You that You are a good God, that we can cry out, "Abba, Father." You know the things we have need of while the world seeks and strives over everything, worried about much. We have You, our Father in heaven, who knows what we need. Help us to seek first Your kingdom and Your righteousness, trusting that all these things will be added—and what a witness that will be. For far better is the witness of knowing You than of knowing merely what and why. God, do a work in us, we pray, in Jesus' name. Amen.

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